Sunday, August 29, 2004
ChRoNiC sTATe
Totally blank
A hammer just blew me away
I thought I was losing my mind
Somebody kicked my head
Ouch!
Blaming my own self
My own self
My own self
Myself, Nobody else
Thursday, August 26, 2004
[s-ThinK-s]
They think I'm heading for destruction
They think I'll amount to nothing
They think I'm impossible
They think I'm uncapable
They think I'm bad
Well they thought wrong
They sthinks!!
They think I'll amount to nothing
They think I'm impossible
They think I'm uncapable
They think I'm bad
Well they thought wrong
They sthinks!!
ThE MiSSiNg LiNk
What's missing is the feeling
the eagerness to reconnect
the natural touch of a smile...
What's missing is the bridge
the gap filler in between
the mending of our souls...
the eagerness to reconnect
the natural touch of a smile...
What's missing is the bridge
the gap filler in between
the mending of our souls...
nEw FOunD hATE
We tested the limits
and we asked our self doubts
trying to figure a way out we traded words
we gambled on thin ice
we took the risk despite what we built upon
and we found a new found hate...
and we asked our self doubts
trying to figure a way out we traded words
we gambled on thin ice
we took the risk despite what we built upon
and we found a new found hate...
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
BuBbLeS oF fEar
For my worst nightmare are about a
sinking world and falling skies with
screaming frightened people
running and crying for help but
helpless...
I can only stare and my mouth shut
awaiting the flood to pull me away...
And the bubbles burst as I awake...
What is this?
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
FaCinG ThE eNEmY
i'm down with the game.
playin' left and right
did u catched my drift?
I noticed the sudden changes,
did u feared?
i won't chase you, so no need to run.
and when you are ready,
we'll meet up, same time, same place.
it's just gonna be a different game.
I know.
Monday, August 23, 2004
ThE LoST pArT Of Me
Take a grip, and rip it off
Take a sip, and kiss it off
I’m willing to make it
I’m dealing to take it
Give it to me one more time
Lets make this once and for all
I can’t take this anymore
I can’t bear this anymore
The lost part of me
The worst part of me
Save it for me one more time
Lets make that once and for all
Come a little bit closer
And look a little bit deeper
Do you see the lost part of me?
Do you hear the broken part of me?
Take a sip, and kiss it off
I’m willing to make it
I’m dealing to take it
Give it to me one more time
Lets make this once and for all
I can’t take this anymore
I can’t bear this anymore
The lost part of me
The worst part of me
Save it for me one more time
Lets make that once and for all
Come a little bit closer
And look a little bit deeper
Do you see the lost part of me?
Do you hear the broken part of me?
THis uGLy sIdE
Bleed, I bled inside, and I, I
I cry, I cry outside, the dull ugly side
The break of dawn, innocence is born
So I’ll be gone, in a flash of light
Done, what have been sum, summoned
Sun, can’t see no more, faith so cold.
Core, inside a core, please open the door
A helpless sorrow, can’t see no more
I’ll blow the wind for you, my one and only you.
The wind blows me down on the ground
Fall, fallen asleep, so deep inside a sleep
A long long sleep, beats counting sheeps
And awake to a new nightmare, take care.
So real, so real, so ugly real, unbelievably real
Reality, don’t come near me, I sunk too deep.
Don’t try to see me, I hate to see you...
Hesitation out of this…
dEaD TV
Waking up in the morning, everyday,
Feeling like nothing feels anymore, numb,
Your head empty to the core, dumb,
It’s like a dead TV, everything is blur and unsteady!
Feeling like nothing feels anymore, numb,
Your head empty to the core, dumb,
It’s like a dead TV, everything is blur and unsteady!
Friday, August 20, 2004
PiCtUrE tHIS!
You’re dead
It’s dark
Can’t move, can’t see
It’s moist, there’s pain
Six-feet under, can’t reach
What are you waiting for?
When?
Who?
Arghh..but no one hears you!
fOrWaRd RevERsE
Future? My existence and decisions made has already created a chain reactions around the world …believe it or not! Changing other existence and effecting other decisions including my future decisions and being. The significance of my life is always there…either I’ve made good or created troubles in other life…
wIShiNg WeLL
I feel trapped. The feeling of knowing what I want, but could not reach it. One man says, “In life there are three things. First, knowing what you want. Second, to know how to get it. And lastly, to do it!” I know what I want or wants, but the how is quite blur…so how to do it? Unresolved for now…keep on looking, I might find it…I wish.
“...oh how I wish I was a catfish. Swimming in the deep blue sea, and I want you sweet lady fishing after me…” Jimi Hendrix. Catfish Blues from Voodoo Soup album.
sPaCeS
Question on my mind, the journey of life “How to expect the unexpected?” Regrets, sorrow, down and empty…lost and lonely…hopeless…clueless…could care less!
WunDeRLANd
I wonder if only there would be no challenges or obstacles in my pursue of wealth. And not only monetary but everything…health, time, love, kindness, knowledge etc etc. Would I appreciate it more…or these challenges and obstacles is the price I should pay to get the wealth, the learning experience…the knowledge gaps to fill…How much more do I have to pay? How much have I paid? It’s painful…and the only thing that kept me going is the responsibility and the vision of rewards and recognitions. My time will come…not this time yet I guess…no retreat, no surrender…no remorse no repent…no regrets!
aSkGoD
I asked myself…always…almost everyday “Do I have the power to change?” The answer will be followed by the next question “Who gave me the power?”Harggh…end of this topic! I don’t want to think about this for now…brain shutdown.
CRosSroAds
Yesterday, something crossed my mind. I thought, “ what if I got only six months to live?” Hmm…maybe that is a scary thought…but as of yesterday, I felt…well O.K, maybe the next six months will be the best six months of my life…or the best days of my entire life on this earth! Maybe I will be a lot happier, more productive, treating people well and well treat by the people around me. To know time is already set. The time has come!