The Mosh Chronicles

2004/08/23 @ 05:42:34 [ 35 comments - Edit - Delete ] Can't Fight The Rain by MOSH

Pour pour on me.
No pity.
Am I selfish to wish u away while some feel blessed to feel you? hmm..
So I'll let you be...
Not that I have the power to hold you back.
So let me be.
Just for tonite and help me through the journey..

2004/08/23 @ 05:44:50 [ 57 comments - Edit - Delete ] Giler Sekejap by MOSH

I plead temporary insanity.
I don't belong here.
My world is shrinking again.
Asking for breathing room again in limited space.
I don't belong here!
Minding my own mind.
I'm acting blind to escape!

2004/08/23 @ 05:49:00 [ 33 comments - Edit - Delete ] Aku Puncture! by MOSH

Words are flesh, words are flesh.
And my flesh is so weak now!
I need context, I need bigger context!
I need energy, I need tonic!

Trilogy from Artificial Mosh

Do u know the feeling of not knowing what's waiting for u?
The clouds of uncertainties moving in your thoughts.
And u push n push urself forward despite the fear and the risk.
Telling urself, it's o.k, it's gonna be o.k!
The self affirmations seems like a thin line of security that u grip onto.
It's the only thing u got.
The four letter words kept u moving and moving.
Hope.
Your only collateral.
I find myself in that spot, that situations many many times.
And I find myself again n again, pushing myself, reminding myself that it's worth the sacrifice.
If I failed, it's not the end of the world.
If I crumbled, then it's o.k to weep a little.
If I stumbled, it's just a tiny pain.
My fear now is being complacent.
Being living in bubbles of fragile hopes.
When it burst, it won't be a nice scene.
I'm determining my own space.
My virtues.
I need contents right now.
I need contents.
I'm empty.
I'm bloody empty!

23/8/2004 from Artifical Mosh