Saturday, January 22, 2005
ThOughTS oN tHE mOVE
Do u know the feeling of not knowing what's waiting for u?
The clouds of uncertainties moving in your thoughts.
And u push n push urself forward despite the fear and the risk.
Telling urself, it's o.k, it's gonna be o.k!
The self affirmations seems like a thin line of security that u grip onto.
It's the only thing u got.
The four letter words kept u moving and moving.
Hope.
Your only collateral.
I find myself in that spot, that situations many many times.
And I find myself again n again, pushing myself, reminding myself that it's worth the sacrifice.
If I failed, it's not the end of the world.
If I crumbled, then it's o.k to weep a little.
If I stumbled, it's just a tiny pain.
My fear now is being complacent.
Being living in bubbles of fragile hopes.
When it burst, it won't be a nice scene.
I'm determining my own space.
My virtues.
I need contents right now.
I need contents.
I'm empty.
I'm bloody empty!
23/8/2004 from Artifical Mosh
The clouds of uncertainties moving in your thoughts.
And u push n push urself forward despite the fear and the risk.
Telling urself, it's o.k, it's gonna be o.k!
The self affirmations seems like a thin line of security that u grip onto.
It's the only thing u got.
The four letter words kept u moving and moving.
Hope.
Your only collateral.
I find myself in that spot, that situations many many times.
And I find myself again n again, pushing myself, reminding myself that it's worth the sacrifice.
If I failed, it's not the end of the world.
If I crumbled, then it's o.k to weep a little.
If I stumbled, it's just a tiny pain.
My fear now is being complacent.
Being living in bubbles of fragile hopes.
When it burst, it won't be a nice scene.
I'm determining my own space.
My virtues.
I need contents right now.
I need contents.
I'm empty.
I'm bloody empty!
23/8/2004 from Artifical Mosh
